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DeepDarkDangerousPapasmurf aka 43spiders......
November 05 Sometimes we wait a lifetimeSometimes we wait a lifetime To express that inner most fear Sometimes we wait a lifetime To show love to one so dear Gone a place for recognition Of things we long to hear Sometimes we wait a lifetime When all we want is right here I woke up screamingI woke up screaming In a place that could Not be Childhood imagination Running off with the Likes of me Lost and confused in a Time that was not mine Fear and consideration For things not far behind I woke up screaming With a voice that was not Mine Emotions and feelings Proving ever so hard to Define Displaced and abandoned As if sentenced for some Crime A world and peoples None of whom were mine I woke up screaming Knowing this to be true Left all lone was the me Without the you It only takes one actionIt only takes one action To clear my distant mind But unable to do this or Another way to find Rejected family and loyal Blood line I look into your eyes And my ancestors I do not Find Lost generations is what I See and define Is our spirituality dead after Me I don't know you but you so Often call me dad I see your inclination and My heart is oh so sad Caught in this worldly confusion And its gleaming material dreams I feel I hear your soul as it Screams even louder no longer Just a moan It only takes one action To clear my distant mind But unlike so many I don't want to be unkind I sit I sit I sit and waitI sit I sit I sit and wait No longer concerned With the minds mistakes Paths have been chosen Not with individual concern Motivated by the soul And the body how it does Yearn New challenges awaken For me to endure New challenges New challenges New challenges for sure Not sure of directions Or where actions will Dictate If only done the once Can this truly be a mistake I sit I sit I sit and wait For you tell me do tell me Is this something I should do Mind now awoken with Challenges at hand I do I do I do Make my stand Up and down theUp and down the Merry-go-round is How life often goes It seems not sure to Hop skip or sprint off Down that twisty road Take you chances at The cross-roads endure Corners as some speed Up and down the Merry-go-round we go Is yours salvation or sustained For just pure greed I look back in wonderI look back in wonder At this thing they call My age I observe and ponder This life so oft a stage Many a show has been And many of the stars Have shone But sure of what has Left us is less than that To come Lean back take solace And put away that gun Moved are individual mountains With the passing of each Sun Move over step aside and Give the children a chance To run Come back form full circle For the best is yet to come Gaining inspiration it’sGaining inspiration it's Part of what I do Moving meeting with Others being inspired too Doing those things I've known Which have lightened up my Soul To care to love and from True friends never depart Or roam Blessed are the children For the pure love that they Do bring Hallowed are the parents That give more than the bed Upon which they do sleep in How that distant thunderHow that distant thunder Has now become a deafening Roar Once so far in the distance Has suddenly washed ashore How that distant thunder No longer seems a friend Now encroaches upon our Lives This thing from which we Defend How that distant thunder Yesterday was in our dreams Now just pure reality and Drowning out our screams
Time has come full circleTime has come full circle Hate has turned to love You once known as hand Is now the fitting glove Gone a ways are the things We used to do and say Gone is the past for the Future come upon us Today Time has come full circle Oh the past it did so loose Now comes the point where You and I must choose Lost lost in a placeLost lost in a place That seems to have No end Lost lost in a place With no wall upon Which to defend Realization now has come To a static end There's no one like You So who is now your Friend Analyzation of those Things that we have Always said Revised concerns that Others thought were Somehow long gone dead Lost lost in a cause some Say no longer known Some would say they Do not remember while Others that they have grown Some were made to follow While others could only fall Distant distracted are a few Who could do no more than Call Lost lost are we oh we One and all |
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